If the day begins with resistance to something, it is hard to make the best of it. Resistance suggests splitting. At the moment we are dissatisfied, withered and wilt, we are depressed, have no integrity of energy. There is nothing inside us to make us go to work. We screw up our last strength, and start off to work like a shabby crumpled lorry - reluctant, totally collapsed, wasting and losing our energy. Though energy is the primary value of our lives.

So, if you wake up with a great resistance (I have to get up, I have to open the doors, I have to say "hi” to the world) - just observe. Do you feel the opposition? That is all right, continue observing. Resistance is inside you and you are split by the ambivalence. Look at it objectively without supporting. You are neither "for” nor "against” it. You are neither against the resistance nor against going to work. You are not a preacher or can not, or hypocrite you don't say it should be the other way. You know that you just don't want to and that is all. You live with your "I don't want "day by day as long as this "I don't want to "lasts. Where does this"I don't want "come from? We have the other idea of our life. But now it is like this and not otherwise. This fact discourages us. Our idea tells us that we are ready for a big joy, for a big flight, for a big beauty. But life goes on like it does now. And we are not in

terested in it, we don't want it and there is a conflict in our soul. We are watching this conflict but we are neither "for” nor "against” are we just observers on the hill. If we remember about it - we will do the right thing - we will become the most responsible people.

You will become a new person on the earth who won't deal with empty words who won't dissemble first of all yourself if you remember that you are an observer of the events. You will do what you have to, find your self realization and you will be happy at the present moment with what you have now. If resistance occurs you will know how to handle it and take control of yourself and do you part successfully.

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