I live a lie They call me boy They don't know how I feel To be what they want, I'll try
If I were a girl Then I'd be happy Just what they want- normal and lovely My life wouldn't unfurl
I hear what they say Calling me woman So lovely and pretty I tried, but I can't live their way
If I were a boy Then I'd be happy Just what they want- tough and strong My life wouldn't be coy
If I could, anything else I would choose Their judgment would end Free, I'd love and be able to marry Accepted, my lover they wouldn't refuse
What do they fear? Likewise, I don't want to be alone My love feels the same I'm human, not queer
Live a lie to be accepted Or, accept myself to be happy No one should live this choice If I'm me, I'll be rejected
Your fear is my blame Your life is about you Mine is mine Why must I love in shame?
They call me male I love the same They call
For all the lessons you taught me and your pain I hope will end, I dedicate this to those that I cannot name.
A former computer professor turned Internet writer, I have combined elements of the film, music, and publishing industries to create a new genre exclusive to the Internet - Digi-Tome's. Interested in a different way of learning and beautiful way of living, I created the world's first digi-tome, "life".
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